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My head
is so f*cked right now.
All I can do is clean and think about cleaning and clean some more.
I function alright. I'm eating still...I'm doing too much but I'm trying to pace myself...a little.
Only five weeks left of this pregnancy (give or take) and that's craziness in a way because I have so much to do. Please baby...please wait!!! Please don't ( Read more... ) -
Tired...no time
I'm sleepy, I put Amara to bed nearly two hours ago so I'm cutting in on my sleep time by being awake, but I had some things to do.
Sorry I've been too busy to read all of your entries and note on them, but things, as you can imagine, have been awfully hectic for me lately. A few more days of cleaning and this house should be in order. The major ( Read more... ) -
If I had the chance...
to save my marriage:
I would give it 300% (or more...if humanly...or legally possible)
I would do everything my wife expected of me and so much more...I wouldn't falter, stall, hesitate. I wouldn't sulk and have pity upon myself, I wouldn't fail.
If I had one last chance...or I was past one last chances...if I only had the time between now and the ( Read more... ) -
One Last Chance
I don't need to hear how stupid this is...
I don't need you to tell me how much I will regret it...
I need no one's help in fearing the outcome of my future if this fails me again...
as it has failed me before...over and over and over and over
but I...love him. Yes. I am still in love...and even more so than that, I think there is a shred of hope to ( Read more... ) -
Is this a sign?
So we'd already decided to stay home for Xmas ( Read more... ) -
YAY FOR ME!!!
AAAAAAAAUGH ( Read more... ) -
HUGE Fight
So we got into it again...pretty bad this time. I hate the fighting, but I kinda feel good when I'm yelling at him and saying what I feel without holding back. I dunno, maybe it's some sort of release that I don't feel I can get out any other way...but I'd rather it not be in front of Amara...and I'd rather it not be about what it was about...or me ( Read more... ) -
I survived my GRE
I took it today ( Read more... ) -
Too much
is happening at once ( Read more... ) -
Picture me screaming
at the top of my lungs ( Read more... )