so been like 98 pounds for like 5 months. Tetering on 97 now. this morning was 97.4. yep.

I hate my life.

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I'm sitting here. Alone. Naked.  I hate myself, my hair, my face, my nose... everything. Especially my life. I went to church AGAIN. No one noticed me. I told myself I would introduce myself to someone. I would just walk up to someone my age and say "My name is Meri. Hi. What's your name?" I didn't do that though. Sat down in a Elder dominated ( Read more... )

I was 102.6 this morning... Slight shin splints, sore everywhere but instead of it being discouraging like it always is, it's very motivating this time! I went to go get applications, and walked to Michaels, Kholes and Safeway strip area with my mom. I had an egg this morning. Then I had a spinach salad with crutons. I'm not even hungry but I feel ( Read more... )

I was 103 even this morning. I exercised a lot today. I feel like a failure tho. I don't know if I'll b happier skinnier....Never been happier with eating my feelings either.  I will still work out tho, that makes me happy. I want to join Life Group at church and meet ppl here. I really do!

Today was March 01, and it said I was 102.2 pounds this morning... I think I was really dehydrated. I'm going to be marking my weight down so I can somewhat know my progress. I should really still say 103... I'm going swimming like last time I did. I felt so good. yay. Maybe go running on the tredmil as well. Today I ate 1.75 pancakes today. Its ( Read more... )

I ATE a whole wheat pancake for breakfast. It makes me sick. I have sooo much acne on my chin its starting to hurt. I'm worthless.

1. Singing about liking/loving food like ice cream and food you don't like (hot dogs, onions) really loud, childish and annoying when no one is home ( Read more... )

Hey I'm 108 pounds. I'm going to workout in the exercise room here and feel strong and happy and stuff.. had a cup of ice cream and coffee today.