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Just a brief update ... Mainly to the journal because I feel slightly numb and want to go back and read this later.
I'm at the priory right now visiting my mum ( she's got depression) for the first time since she's been an inpatient .
I found out she has already had her first dose of ECT but I thought it was it was tomorow because my step dad ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm back from the dreaded day and it's not over had roughly around 1200 cals and I'm devistated:( it could have been worse but now I'm close to binging on jelly sweets
:( I feel awful and we went to a pub for tea :( felt like purging but te toilets were so busy and now I know I won't get it up. I feel so humungous it's not fair, also cos I ate my ( Read more... ) -
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Hi all so I just arrived at the beach for the day ... So scared of all the foods that come with the beach :( xx
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Hey ... So i hate the time differences between us all vert frustrating.
I have just discovered an LJ app for my iPhone
I had better go and try and find an outfit for the funeral x
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morning everyone...... so its 10.05 am and im leaving for work in just over an hour.. i have eaten some dry cereal already yuk..... mum wouldn't let it go....... i plan to take another bowl of dry cereal and a tangarene or two to work for my 8 hour shift and hopefully that will be it for the day..... o and a diet redbul prehaps. i feel like i ( Read more... ) -
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Hi everyone,
just a quick message,...............................after a long hard try of getting to sleep last night i finally dropped of at 5.15 am, its not 10.42am andiv been awake about an hour and am of to work in an hour.... 12 - 8.30 shift.
Todays going to be tough because it's a saturday and there will be lots of petty, skinny girls dotted ( Read more... ) -
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Hi guys,
well i'm just eating sum dry cereal.....the norm. while browsing through LJ communities.....i feel bad for eating them but i am work at 4pm until 1 am and altho my boss which is my mum wont b there all the staff watch me so i need tohave a bit of energy, and will probably just eat some cracker bread or fruit later on my break.....i work in ( Read more... ) -
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Hi guys,
well being new to site after about a week i have finally plucked up the courage to post an entry... i have no idea wat im doing. it scares me so much that someone i no may figure out its me.
well for the last 2 days i have sat in my bed and watched every documentry and video about eating disorders i could find on youtube, i have got ( Read more... )
