this time i posted earlier than a year since my last one. i am improving but all in all i must admit i am a complete heel for keeping you all up to date on my life as im sure you are all hanging on my every posted word. well maybe this time will be different, no promises though. well what has happened, lets see, i wen to another semester at ( Read more... )

so i realize i haven't updated with anything of substance for a while..... this is not something of substance but i am thinking about doing so. that's gotta count for something.

it turns out one of my best friends has a heart condition, this sucks and is completely shocking. i mean he was born a few days after me so he's not even 19 yet. you just don't think heart condition when you think of people my age getting sick. i don't know, probably none of this makes any sense but my mind isn't making sense right now.

well for any of you who actually read my LJ hears the dilly-oh. I, straight edge boy from like the dawn of time, have started drinking. thats it just drinking, mainly because i'd probably hack up a lung if i smoked anything, that is my drug of choice. mock me if you must but do it quietly it is still illegal for me to drink ... Stupid America!!

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Did i promise you i would never do it again, because you are one of the few people whose opinion matters to me. i dont want you to think little of me because i do it, its what i need to deal with my situation.

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Fuck everything!!!!! I just want to destroy everything i see. i hate everything i see braething because in its own small way everything is better than me. im sure this is a great contrast to josh's post now that hea gone all zen master on all our asses but i dont fucking care. ill be the angry one for once. Fuck Everything!!