"Hey wait, I know you! Yeah, I difinitely know you! Well, maybe not you exactly, but I know your type. Conceited, judgemental, arrogant but without merit? Yeah, I know you. You're the type of person who has to put people down just to make yourself feel good. The type of person who has to make other people feel dumb in order to feel smart. The ( Read more... )

it's aggrevating, sometimes. wanting to help, but not knowing how. feeling you're needed more than ever, only to be pushed away.

man, it's been a while since i posted. i should do this more often. i wonder whether i will though...and whether it will at least provide some context so others may make sense of it.

So this weekend was fun. Granted, any five-day weekend is fun, even if you get behind in classes because of it. But this one was particularly fun, as I decided to drive to Chicago and visit Adrienne at Northwestern. Quite fun; I'd not seen her in far too long. And, despite her knowing I'd show up that weekend, I still got to surprise her by ( Read more... )

hmm...two weeks...oops. but really here, not a whole lot happened. i've been skipping a fair number of classes, but i don't really feel bad about it; they're the boring ones, the ones i could just as easily spend fifteen minutes with the book as go to the hour lecture, so i may as well save the time. i suppose i'll find out this week whether it'll ( Read more... )

So yeah, it's been a while since i updated. i'm back in school; taking a couple engineering classes, physics, economics, and a couple gems classes. most of it's pretty boring, and i've been falling asleep in a fair number of classes. i suppose the more logical explanation for why i keep nodding off is that i haven't been getting enough sleep, but ( Read more... )

well, hm. so i kinda ran off from things for a bit, earlier tonight. rather literally, actually. i had planned to just run a lap or two in the courts around my house, but then decided i wanted an actual destination as i lacked the determination to just run in circles. so i went to the lake by my house, walking intermitantly, and tried to clear my ( Read more... )

Jefferson was the antichrist! Democracy is Fascism! Black is white! Night is day!

I feel better now. As a side note, thank you, adrienne.

Hmm...it's been a while since i updated. You're probably interested in what i've been up to, and would want me to detail the last...month or so. Well, you'll be sadly disappointed. I feel like an open forum. About love ( Read more... )

yeah...i should update more often. i'd meant to do this at least two (three? they all run together...) days ago, but kept getting distracted. tuesday i was up late working on matlab with eric, the last one for the semester. we probably could've finished it earlier, but i didn't get back to the dorm until around 10, after having seen troy. ( Read more... )

Lessee...weekend seems like as good a place as any to start. Friday night, we stayed up watching Kill Bill vols. 1 & 2. Good movies; the first one's particularly bloody, but the second one's more funny than anything. Parody of just about all kung fu and western movies ( Read more... )