first up-all-night of the year. Wheeee!!!

So new classes go well and stuff. Re-encountering things isn't as bad as I'd have thought. I'm happy to be safe at home again, and I hope that things are simpler than this first week has been... :-) bye!

Yay! So my myspace account is taking shape. I'll probobly use it more than this, but oh well. Life is pretty good. I'm happy but nervous, and hoping next semester will go well. Other than all of this I'm just drawing and playing video games and getting, I think, progressively WORSE at Halo. Oh well! Anyways, I go back to school soon, so wish me

There's nothing to put an edge on your philosophical mind like spending new-years mildly drunk with a group of good friends, all else present having descended DEEP into incoherancy. So I've become more comfortable with releasing control and allowing life to happen and letting bygons be bygons. Thanks Hil!
I love you all. Here's to a new start!

last day of the year ( Read more... )

So in a week my break will be over, and I can't really emphasize enough just how mixed my emotions are at this point. I'll be more than just a bit relived to get away from my family after what's happened the last few days... It's been really, really bad. I've been a jark but given how my brother acts and the fact that somehow it's always my fault, ( Read more... )

Just be nice to eachother and stop punching one another in the metaphorical genitalia! Argh ( Read more... )

To know that in a relationship you're stuck only looking back on a certain number of things... Failures, shortcomings, etc... Once you realize them coping is much easier. Knowing what I did wrong and that I'm fully capable of not doing it again makes it easier. But sometimes just putting the past behind you and looking for something healthier and ( Read more... )

I wonder sometimes why it's so easy to be afraid of someone you trust ( Read more... )

Ok, so I dropped my job at Michaels because the only other day they would offer me for the next two weeks was new years eve until 10 PM. If I didn't work then I'd have lost it anyways, but all the same this is terribly frustrating. Mom's absoloutely through the roof about it, mad at me for quitting. but for goodness sake it was paying $5.25 an hour ( Read more... )