Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.

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And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it.

--i am tired of holding back, or controlling my heart, it is ( Read more... )

i can't get into the "christmas spirit" i just don't feel like it is christmas. the whole house inside and out is decorated, i went christmas shopping, i got and sent christmas cards, i went to a christmas party, i made christmas cookies, i used christmas smelling lotion, i kissed under mistletoe, i decorated THREE christmas trees, i wrapped a few ( Read more... )

in seventh grade julia cooper used to let me come live at her house for weeks at a time just to get away from my "family". i remember one saturday she wanted to hangout with her boyfriend, but she knew i was extra upset that day so she let me stay at her house and we watched lion king all day just singing -hakuna matata- she was the best friend i ( Read more... )

just friends isn't enough anymore..

..can't you feel it?

at work i am really quiet and i keep to myself. i don't know why. ask any of my friends. or anyone that sees me in school for that matter. i'm loud, sometimes obnoxiously loud, and i always talk and have something to say. maybe because i don't know everyone really? but even so, I TALK TO EVERYONE. i don't know. i need some encouragement. haha i am ( Read more... )

i worked yesterday and today. the job isn't that bad, but my summer job is wayy better. this job is easy. i'm working tomorrow too. i know you care.

i don't know what's going on. i'm really kinda freaked out. my stepmom and dad always kid around about my one friend liking me but i know he doesn't. we're just friends. but lately it seems different. ( Read more... )

i'm in a really bad mood, so i'm gonna bitch about all my teachers. but first let me tell you how great it is that SOMEONE decided to tell my history teacher that i got a 100 even though i didn't finish. they have a 99 in the class and i have an 86. for some reason, i think it's fair for me to get the grade because i need it. but i guess that's ( Read more... )

i'm going to write a whole entry without cursing because "it is not very attractive" hmm. you wouldn't understand. anyways, yesterday and today i feel so lazy because all i do is sleep and then go to practice. god. what's wrong with me? then i come home and eat and take a shower and then go back to sleep again. oh man, oh man. tonight i ate jess ( Read more... )

i'm just really mad. okay. wegiuhlqweguihwen tuklvhlweurkhawegjuhnvtrhjkerqvt  <--that mad

eating a bagel :]

FLORIDA IN 24 DAYS! HOOT-RAHH!

some people told me that i'm leading -someone- on. that's not true. that's just stupid. we talk and hangout but who cares. that's not leading someone on. he knows i don't like him. people are gayy. fuck you.

this year isn't as great as last year. i guess because last year i was meeting everyone and ( Read more... )