i stayed home today because i really am sick, not even just a mental health day today. wow go me!

so i walk outside and it starts raining. really awesomee. i have the best luck. woohoo. today i figured out then i am even more jealous than i ever thought before. it's disgusting how jealous i am. i'm gonna start turning green pretty soon. why is that, anyways? green is such a great color wish such a bad rep. god. & people shouldn't get mad at me ( Read more... )

i still didn't finish my room but whateverr at least i worked on it a lot. it's light & dark blue, green, & purple now. i kind fo miss the orange-ness. oh well. so as you can probably tell from this lovely, non-complaining update that i am in an extremely happy mood. do you know why? because it is absolutely gorgeous outside! i'm talking trampoline ( Read more... )

re-doing my room like this, except in different shades of green instead of pink&red --


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i am back to throwing up everyday

is this eight grade all over again?

i believe so..

i've been kind of distant lately.

my non-existant life has brought me to watch kill bill v.1 & v.2 today. i think i should have a kill bill party. would that be good? hmm.. i am not too sure.. & maybe i could throw a little napoleon dynamite into this party? hmm.. i am not too sure.. i'll have to check out my skills!

anyone who thinks underOATH is hardcore sucks at life. the end.

abandoned sins: ok what speech do u need today
Al Le1gh: the friends one
abandoned sins: ok well ur an awesome friend because ur nice and listen to problems and ur not self centered and its good that u can keep a secret even though some ppl might wanna know what it is and bc u hook ppl ( Read more... )

so i talked to my dying grandpa and even though he's annoying it is sad and i feel bad and i want to visit him because he is dying and i know he means well. poor old man.

i wish it was summer. expect me to be saying that a lot. it is just a give-in by now i assume.

my uncle told me i should write a story about my life and that it would be ( Read more... )

i do not understand why my stepmom is such a bitch to me. i swear i don't do anything. except i do make her coffee every morning, watch the kids whenever she wants to go out, i do the dishes, i don't bother her with petty crap like friends issues, what more does she want from me? i apologize even when i think i did the slightest thing wrong. i ( Read more... )

i want summer so bad. i want to be on my own so bad. i want to leave here right now and go to California. & of course i admit i love the show The O.C. but that is not my reasoning for wanting to go there. people who think that just suck. California ..[i wish]here i come-

We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for #1
California here ( Read more... )