i have to tell my parents tonight that i'm leaving for 2 and a half weeks to go on tour. i won't be working, i won't be looking for jobs... i'll be out playing music. they are going to try to kill me. i hope i can run fast.

VALENTINE'S DAY

i get to be sentimental and lovey and vallie can't laugh at me!!!
could there be a better day? i'm not sure there could.

so i decided not to take the job ( Read more... )

my mind is all backwards and upside-down. i can't tell a difference between wings and gravity. i need to move forward, but the path is split, and both sides confuse me. nobody can tell me which path to take, and because of that, the sides of my head are at war. one side says stay, one side says go. one side says take, one side says decline. ( Read more... )

i am saddened by the deleting of Candi's Kao Ani's. if you know what i'm talking about, then you share my grief. if not, you can read this to see what i am talking about.

why why why can't i write songs ( Read more... )

tomorrow morning marks day 1 of the tour. i'm going to miss you so very much ( Read more... )

so 23 hours came and went ( Read more... )

23 hours until my baby comes home.
23 very l o n g hours.

let's see... Vienna Boys Choir practice number 3 tonight. we're all set for the party tomorrow night. i just hope my voice comes back by tomorrow night so joey doesn't think i'm wussing out on the vocals. i really do want to scream... i just don't know if i'm going to be able to ( Read more... )