ok the past few days have been enjoyable. i miss ray though, he should attend school more. neways the girls nex to door havnet made any contact with out family what so ever. that pains me. im on phone with nathan right now. the cats that pauline left in the neighborhood are now at out house. my mom fed them, now they meow at our window. effing ( Read more... )

well last night i met my boyfriends family. despite the awkwardness i had a good time. WE SLEPT TOGETHER. no we did not have sex. im only kidding. although we both had screaming headaches and we did lay down for a little while. he is just absolutely amazing and i actually think, like without a doubt, that well work for a while. hes so nice, im ( Read more... )

im hungry and i want mcdonalds

Merry Christmas

sometimes things just break your heart!

"catch me now, im falling!"
sometimes, like now, i just dont know what to do.

oooopppssss i did it again to ur heart

Fuck
everything was ok there for a minute; i was sadly mistaken. man i miss him. wtf! what is my problem? what is wrong wiht me that i cant keep a relationship. it fucking sux. im done wiht it!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
FUCK YOU!

as i close my eyes there u are
as i cry for help there u are
as im happy there u are
<3

i want to be your everything, just as you are mine.