I guess it would be nice if i could touch your body.

I am so done. I said im sorry and that has yet to justify anything. FUCKING SHIT!

actually everything is going ok for once.

Spring Break is almost over. For me, that's good. I'm bored and I can't wait to see Ray.

la.

"I remember you told me, you said, love is touching souls.
surely you touched mine, because part of you pours out of me in these lies from time to time."

I love HIM.

"What we see isn't always what is real."

"rolling in the muck is not the best way of getting clean." so why can't i stop thinking. i wish for just one moment i didnt over think the trivial things. it would be a whole hell of a lot easier. "why are we dying to live if were just living to die"

ok so today is superbowl sunday and i hate football. nate and i are goign to the movies in a little while. my boyfriend is no where to be found, it kinda pisses me off. nate suggests that hes done with me and i told him that i dont need that kind of reality and i told him when i want the truth ill ask for it. ha funny.