im all packed up..

it was completely painless this time.

lets hope that moving in is just as easy.

im taking bubble baths every night. and trying to breathe in as deep as physically possible... as frequently as possible. ive written out my plan on index cards atleast twenty times. index cards have probably saved my life a couple times. of course everything is going to 'be alright'.. and 'work out'.. it always does. but im still a bit stressed. ( Read more... )

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when i love.. i do it with all the passion i have in me.

i have a tendancy to hate the same way.

im at work, and im bored, and sleepy ( Read more... )

ps.

the movie was called failure to launch.. atleast im pretty sure it was..
something like that..

tonight i treated myself to dinner and coffee at black and brew. then i went and saw a chick flick.. by myself.. i sat between an elderly couple and a pair of teenage girls that smelt funny. i already forgot the name of the movie, but it was cute and made me laugh a lot.. then i did some light shopping. bought a new shirt for the wedding tomorrow. ( Read more... )

hate hate hate.

and war war war.

scream, cuss, fight, bitch, yell, battle, scorn, degrade, betray, lie, decieve, manipulate, attack...

and before you go thinking crazy thoughts. this has nothing to do with me and matt. hah. this has everything to do with the fact that i live in a war zone. and that the rule book was thrown out a long time ago.. and ( Read more... )

so the doctor is sending me to physical therapy for my back. at first i was like "eh"... but then i realized that this is going to be awesome.. matt doesnt do backrubs.. so my back has been seriously neglected- and now im going to get some professional back tlc for free.. yay!

other than that... i dropped all of my tampa classes and im finishing ( Read more... )

problem solved.