Do the body and mind naturally tend towards life ( Read more... )

On just a catch of that scent
I could drift forever
A sailor on the ocean
Caught in the darkness
Just a man and his arrow

I don't think I was her first choice of conversation partner, but since we were the only people in the common room at the time we decided to make a stab at it. She was dwelling on one of her exes. I was drinking brandy from a paper bag. I told her about one of my exes who works at Vanity Fair, and she said that was something she had dreamed of ( Read more... )

It seems to me
the most beautiful prison

One of my first nights in college I went out to one of those freshmen get-to-know-each-other type events with a bunch of girls I had been grouped with at campus. I don't remember much about the event- it was so similar to every college event- a bunch of awkward people, but there was this one girl that was so anxious. I made some small talk with ( Read more... )

Showering for the third time today. Brush my teeth. Put on deodorant. Socks shoes raincoat keys. I'm not ready. I'm not sure what's going to face me but my thoughts are it's too overwhelming ( Read more... )

In the mountains, above the trees ( Read more... )

Variable rewards can drive a person absolutely crazy. Bring them to their knees. Freaking out. Loss of all reason.

THIS IS WHERE I AM AT

Stage 1. Repeat Stage 1.
Nooo
Is it me or is the world beating?
Where are my people?
WHERE ARE THEY

I need to know now.

Deep inside
Organs writhe
Jack Daniel is
My spirit guide
Spinning eyes
Turning time
Different mind
Dangerous high

I had a really blatantly metaphorical dream the other night. I was hanging on the outside of the railing to the stairs for the white slide at The Beach, almost to the top. It was somewhat windy and slippery and uncomfortable and my hands were shaking partly because the metal was cold and probably more because I was afraid of falling to my death. ( Read more... )