i'm going to be switching to a new journal soon...the new name's symphony_in_c. for the two friends i actually have listed, of course i'm going to keep you on the new one. for other people, ask me and i'll consider adding you to the list. thanks a lot; see you there!

--andrew

i didn't get to do the one thing i really wanted to do on this trip back to raleigh.

here's a long day for you ( Read more... )

boy did i get railed. even though he said he felt for me and all my issues, he said i needed to only spend 10 minutes or so a day intensely worrying about those issues that i have absolutely no control over. and to let my practice be a sacrosanct experience for me, i.e. that i should throw all those things out the window and take that time for me ( Read more... )

i'm so NOT ready for my lesson in about an hour. crap. this is supposed to be what i'm here for...why did it have to sneak up on me like this? i mean, i know it will be ok, but seriously, i wanted to be more prepared than i am. [sigh]

LIFE.

i'm feeling a LOT better, thanks in no small part to those around. in particular, i'd like to thank my parents, for dealing with me right afterwards, and letting me come home this weekend to see them and my band family. second has to go to j. greg miller, my big sib, who said that i should just put all my negative energy into my horn playing, ( Read more... )

i'm definitely feeling the effects of a long week here, but it's still time for an update to this journal. it seems that i haven't written in it for some time. what's to talk about? the usual i suppose ( Read more... )

so, here i am. i have decided that i'm going to restart my journal, although i'm not entirely sure why. i've just had this urge to write, and i think when i've been able to force myself to write on a constant basis, it's better for me and those around. well, at least i hope it is. sometimes writing, it seems, as incredibly straining and ( Read more... )