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[titelverteidigr]

Well well, the fancy parade came round and it was just as it ever was and will be. Nothing out of the ordinary save maybe a few small banners to let you know that this is the county's one-hundred-fiftith year

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basically, i think you are in denial

[moss_mystic]

its not just the war you are avoiding. you can passive aggressively come on here to vent about other peoples needless frustrations, and posture yourself as the more sober high ground... but i think its a crock

basically, i think you are just as in denial

[titelverteidigr]

You only respond to my crazy journals nick. So how am i to believe that you really care. I would love to believe that. Instead i am called an idiot by one of my best friends. Forest Gump calls Boo Radley out eh? I could call you an idiot too you crazy bastard. I have seen much of the world my friend, and in the mere weeks abroad met more people of worth than in all my time wasted hanging out in the ghetto of a halfway decent university. People are people, and you are a fool if you think it matters where you live your life. What is in your life is so much more important Nick

Re: basically, i think you are just as in denial

[moss_mystic]

What would you like me to say to the quirky quips? they seem rhetorical

[titelverteidigr]

haha, i just said those things to get you hot and bothered. because, that is the only way to see the real nick brown. you have a brilliant mind, but i only have ever seen it when you are angry or defensive. so, i make up some lies that you and i both know to be silly and you defend each and every one. i dont want to attack you, but its the only way to get through to you. well since you like such substantial and honest things, let me tell you. i am tired of trying to impress you. i only ever wanted to be your friend. i've always felt i had to impress you else you laugh at me the way you laugh at other people you think stupid. i dont remember what i originaly wrote, except that i was so tired of arguing with my sister. and here i am arguing again with someone i used to know. theres no excuse for me not calling you , i wont try to make one up. but know that you used to do the same and not be reachable for months or years at a time. how did you explain that, i honestly dont remember what you said. because despite your imagine

[moss_mystic]

thats fuckin intense. the last thing you ever say to me, or is it again just trying to break thru to me

[titelverteidigr]

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