Comments | titia: Wanted to let everyone know what happened

titia

Wanted to let everyone know what happened

Nov 19, 2006 15:43

WARNING: This is going to be very long, descriptive and graphic. I am quite detail oriented and have to get it out. Also because if I can help someone who has to go through this maybe they won't have to endure such a long process as I did.
My levels had only gone down from 329 to 290 from Mon to Fri last week, really crawling, so I went ahead ( Read more... )

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bubbles831 November 20 2006, 01:42:50 UTC

I was thinking of you this weekend. I'm so, so sorry that it had to be this way. Please let me know if you need to talk about any part of this.

titia November 22 2006, 20:36:04 UTC

Jess -
I have been thinking of you all the time, and I appreciate that you are willing to "listen" and to reach out when you are going through it yourself...

I'm not actually sorry it had to be this way, because I think I needed to see the baby, and I really really don't like hospitals so being in the comfort of my own home was better for me, I think. I am sorry that I waited so long to ask for the cyto though.

allyray231 November 20 2006, 02:14:35 UTC

(((HUGS))) thinking of you

titia November 22 2006, 21:00:51 UTC

Thanks.

jasbella November 20 2006, 02:19:13 UTC

I'm so sorry sweetie. So sorry.

titia November 22 2006, 21:03:07 UTC

Thanks. I am too. It's such an unfair thing, and the "life isn't fair" phrase just doesn't cover it, you know?

jeweliamber November 20 2006, 03:19:19 UTC

I'm sorry you had to go through this and hope it is finally over for you now. It sounds like the pain was manageable though and I know that was the scary part. I wouldn't have wanted to go to the ER either. Hospitals scare me.

I'm glad you got to see your baby. It sounds like just what ours looked like.

titia November 22 2006, 20:38:33 UTC

The pain was definitely managable, although not sure how much it would have been if I hadn't had the Darvocet on board before the ctrx hit, since I could still feel them pretty strong through the meds.

I am glad we got our baby too, I think it is what I needed. Very sad, but needed.

Hope you are doing as well as you can be.

devil_kitty_1 November 20 2006, 03:26:09 UTC

Oh Tish........Please call me if you need ANYTHING. I'm out of town right now, but can send you my IL's number. Call me if I can do ANYTHING.

(((TISH)))

titia November 22 2006, 20:42:14 UTC

Thanks.

DH actually has a 4 day weekend starting tomorrow, unheard of for him so I should be ok for now.