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ICQ, AIM, and the Old Days
Gosh I feeeeeeel old LOL. I just opened up Adium for the first time in years and SADLY found that all the old chat programs were gone. They were so good, but I guess we have other things these days. LOL I just enjoyed chatting with people and waiting for friends to hop online to talk. Now days its all on your phone so I guess that nuance is gone ( Read more... ) -
Change of Plans
Had a change of plans for later this summer/fall. Was planning to swing in and spend the weekend with some friends, but had to change it up for a number of reason. SOOO I'll swing in and visit some other friends... ALL GOOD though. I need anything to help with the stupid anxiety issues.
I swear. When things start going well, my body tenses and I ( Read more... ) -
A Beginning
Over the last week, I've started opening myself backup. After nearly self-deprecating, I've found it hard to reopen doors. Let alone opening myself up to "friends" who showed little interest in the reason I collapsed. I need to press forward. Keep trying, keep moving forward.
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Trying
I'm trying. I've opened a lot of locked doors to try to let myself heal. It's been like ripping a bandaid off though. I want things to go back to the way they were, but in all reality, I don't know if they can or if people even care. I was sitting in my living room starting to spiral again tonight, but instead of letting this beat me, I know I need ( Read more... ) -
One Day At A Time
SOOO, Things are continuing to improve on my end. With a new take on handling work, I've found the constant stress of the office politics have left, though I still get waves of anxiety. BUT I think I've come along way in the last few months with remediating the issues and just moving forward.
Outside of that, I've begun to look back at some of ( Read more... ) -
Letter to Myself
To you:
I’m writing to let you know that I’ve been suffering from depression. It’s something that began to develop a year or so ago, as work continued to crush my spirits and ambitions. In the past, pre-covid, I’d always be traveling, hanging out with friends, and other fun activities that would help balance the negativity that was created by my ( Read more... ) -
Day 2
Continued my program!
Exersize:
Lunch - 35 min of elliptical
7pm - 35 min of elliptical
So a little over 10,800 steps
As for food,
Breakfast - Coffee, OJ, 2Eggs
10am snack - Banana, & tall skinny mocha
1pm snack - protein pack
dinner (I was bad c.c) - Doritos & a cookie
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Snow Leopard Costume 4 Sale!
Hey everyone,
I wanted to get the word out... I've opted to sell of my Mixed Candy snow leopard costume. He has been well taken care of and is looking for a new home.
If you're interested, please see the E-bay listing for exact sizing and other details. :)
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dl.....#ht_630wt_1138
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(Untitled)
Dear Furry Fandom,
Can we please change the channel? I tired of the same old re-runs. These soap operas have really gotten old. “All My Furries” does not need more character defamation, and retaliation. What it needs is…. ALIENS! or something… This story line has become WAY to predictable and hard to stay with.
In all seriousness guys, the mass ( Read more... ) -
Friends Only!
HEY EVERYONE! SOOO After a lot of thought and everything, I've moved to a friends only format... SO if you'd like to get to know me drop me a line! :)