As I wandered through the empty rooms of the place I've called home for the last four years, I couldn't get that song out of my head. Now I'm sitting in my parent's living room, and for the first time I'm really thinking of it as 'my parent's living room ( Read more... )

So I just had a realization about grief, not 10 seconds ago. I had to get out of bed and immediately come here to write it down before I forget ( Read more... )

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you ( Read more... )

...And the worst part is, I guess, that I actually kinda like that game.

Ah well,

I can't help the way I am; or other people's reactions.

*sigh*

So I woke up at 3:30 earlier this morning after having this dream and had to write it down immediately. This is corrected, spelling and typo wise, but is otherwise exactly what I wrote last night ( Read more... )

So I had a dream last night. I haven't been reporting my of my dreams lately, but this one I feel I should ( Read more... )

So I just finished rereading Simmons' Ilium/Olympos duology for the first time, and I'm decompressing. These are truly amazing books; I had forgotten the impact they had after my first reading. They rank right up there with Simmons' Hyperion Cantos, which in turn ranks up with Asimov and Tolkien. And coming from me, that's a pretty huge endorsement ( Read more... )

RULES ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel waves of nostalgia so powerful I physically clench and almost lose my breath. I look back on the past and suddenly I'm gasping, holding on for dear life to the present and the future as the past threatens to overwhelm me. And I hear songs, or I read books, or I see a movie, and it happens again. The aching, the longing, the ( Read more... )

Ok, I've been working on apps for the evening, and I'm taking a break with this fun game ( Read more... )