i just got back from walking a field with a flashlight for like an hour looking for my cell phone. turns out i left it my friends car. wow that sucks

im in a new band with some neato people. These are the lyrics to our first song

myspace Is For Loversthese days go by but i keep looking back into the past ( Read more... )

i fucked up too now im the scumbag, i wish i understood why i do the things i do. i need to get some help or something. i need to talk to a few people about what happend i already talked to some but theres a few more left. I hope i dont end up feeling alone again, its the worst feeling in the world. I know where i want to be and i know what i need ( Read more... )

Im probably in the best mood ive been in, in the longest time. life is good i got my girlfriend back and were more than perfect, sure theres that little aqwardness but it honestly doesnt even matters. i quit drinking (well for the most part) and smoking weed and soon im gonna stop smoking ciggs. i got to see a lot of my old friends in the past ( Read more... )

who would have thought we would talk again. Im still in love. Im in such a great mood. its nice to be loved back, especailly by the one person that matters more than anything.

i dont want to be alone right now but i am. i feel unsafe and vulnerable. Steph and I are finished for reasons that are not appropriat to just openly share on the internet. in the past couple days ive lost ten pounds and i havent eaten in three days. well no i lied i had a ton of water and bite of ceral this morning but i could eat anymore because ( Read more... )

i have to work at 9:30. i wont be able to sleep tonight. i hate this feeling. this feeling of not knowing. i miss her so much. i want her to come back home

Im in love with a girl and i dont know if she loves me back. i want to say she does and it would make me stop freaking out if i knew she did. i guess im just scared. im scared out of my mind that i might be loosing the one person i truely care about. i love you Stephenie Walsh

i feel like things are sorta fixing themselves i have a group of really good friends and the band is going really well. we had over 230 plays just today

im watching MTV and lil John is wearing a bad brains shirt. now for all of you who dont know who bad brains is, go look them up and then you will understand why im surprised by this