so i got a new job.. spent 275 dollars on cloths for this job and start tommorow now i can't sleep.. grrrr... yeah i spent that much cuz they had to be dress cloths and i didn't own any!

i love my hunny!!! he comes home tommorow.. i can't right this on myspace cuz there are spys!!! lol i love him god.. and i am bad i gave into his request not saying what.. sigh.. i love him... can't wait till tommorow night

well last night when i was about to go to bed after getting jay to bed finally i got a phone call from a person i have really spoken to or seen in 5 years... i talk on the net to this person but not in person or on the phone.. at first i didn't know exactly who it was cuz i didn't really see the number and stuff i was in such shock when he told me ( Read more... )

well i talked to matt he still loves me wants the beer outta the house...i have a case of beer mixed bush light and budweiser... and i can't find anyone to take it what the fuck is that crazy

people say they won't to die.. know how they feel. i don't know how my own hubby feels but i do all the same... right now i am lonely and wish i had a friend to hold me i need a hug but there is no one around.. all i need is a fucking hug and to know matt is okay and loves me still and tell him that jay is okay and to get better.

me and chris don't get along and haven't since i let him go almost 5 years ago. but i read his journal and it made me think of that summer when i was with him before i meet matt.. i really did love him.. i can honestly say he was one of my frist real loves.. but things didn't work out because of the distance. i felt bad about it then and i do ( Read more... )

matt lost his job. which sucks and makes me worry. jay is still good. we will be okay taking care of him. lets pray i can find something in job form soon or we will be fucked

i have a myspace but i still look at this. jay is almost a year old and he is almost walking.. one step a day littl turd. that all just look up stacy wenthe on myspace you will find me

Well today is Tuesday November 28, 2006 I am sitting here at home and just got Jay down for his after lunch nap. He is being so good today not fighting me or anything. Been laying on the floor squealing and talking and playing in his diaper and sitting in his walker playing he figured out how to move it so now he goes a little. Its funny ( Read more... )

Well today is Monday November 27, 2006 Jay is exactly 5 months old today about and hour before I started writing this. Since it is Monday it is cleaning day. So I cleaned house not much to do since I have pretty much kept it clean since last week. Got my door done for Christmas and worked on the Christmas lights trying to get them working so we ( Read more... )