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feeling in my chest hasn't subsided, if anything it's just escalated. i'm going to end up be walking in the street and just completely break down. in front of strangers. not really looking forward to it. doing it at home on my own would be preferable, but it'd probably be more harmful ( Read more... ) -
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feeling like I'm going to have a panic attack. have this tight constricted feeling in my chest and it hurts to breathe too deeply, and I'm feeling ridiculously anxious.
I hate this. I hate what I am now. utter waste of garbage, piece of shit, useless mooching cunt.
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can't deal with this. just can't.
need to get out. need to get away. need stop it from hurting, stop it from thinking.
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this deserves its own post
copy paste of a partly high conversation with a buddy of mine. I'd lj cut it if I knew either how to or could be bothered.
James: I wrote this thing for livejournal, earlier
James: was gonna post it private, in case she saw it
James: but thought fuck it
Lewzy!: :c
James: part of me hopes she does
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I dunno what it is in me that makes my first post back to Lj in quite a while be a bitching/whining/self-pity fest, but I don't really know how else to talk about how I'm feeling at the minute.
I've never been one for touchy-feely conversations outside of what C and I had, beyond generic lies about how I was feeling to other people. But right now I ( Read more... ) -
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oh yeah, I'm handing in my notice on Thursday. eee -
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I'm just back from work and noticed this on my feed. How can I refuse?
→ What song are you currently addicted to?
I'm not really sure just at the minute. My spotify account has a few playlists of albums that I'd listen to quite frequently; possibly Pendulum - Propane Nightmares, or Metric - Help I'm Alive.
→ What's your favorite season?
Spring; it's ( Read more... ) -
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I pray for death. Hangover induced death. blughhhhhhhhh -
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Wow it's been a long time between posts ( Read more... )