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yeesh
ok so it's been a millenia since i've posted here... BUT guess what! I are a dad... that was dec 6 07! Cole is now about 3 months old. I'm living in florida. love the weather. lifes good, love is good, all is good. I'm out
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it's that time again
wow. it's time to UPDATE! yes I know I know I haven't posted on here in a long time! well whats new with me huh? welp back in march I moved into an apartment with my oldest brother, who I rarely see thank heavens. I still have my Chevy Avalanche and I still love it to death. I'm semi single. or is it Semi dating? I dunno. guess it's more like a ( Read more... ) -
tears
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long day
sigh:: going alone again. it's a day like today where I can't pull it off. 6:30am to 8:30 pm. I'm so deplteted. but there's no hug, no shoulder to cry on, no help to lean on. I hurt now more then ever. The thoughts of anger, calm of uncaring. No bright smile to send it away. No cheery laugh to keep me going. Only the thoughts that send me away. ( Read more... ) -
Send the pain below
I don't even know where to start. I let myself feel for 30 seconds tonight... I was watching the sun set, and behind me it was raining, and there was a rainbow. only person I wanted to share that with was her. she's gone now. But I'd still do anthing for her. I have to let it die? let my heart die. don't they know if I let my heart die I'll be gone ( Read more... ) -
God knows what's best
I got what I prayed fer. The right thing to happen. prayed fiercly for it, woo did it happen fiercly. in a GOOD way. My heart is broken (in the right way) but my soul is alive and vibrant. Suddenly the future looks so much better. It had to happen this way. I should have taken the first step... but I didn't. she stepped up and took it... and I've ( Read more... ) -
meh
It seems like she feels that she's lost her vibrance and joy in life. Did i do this? I know how easily it could be me. if I was someone else, I could be perfect for her. Someone that can help her through, who can lift her up, and not drag her down. why couldn't I have met her before everything, when I had the same feeling to start, and didn't have ( Read more... )
