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well.......... being busy sucks. but i guess that comes with the good looks and talent in many areas. Ive been feeling pretty good for the last while which is good. I didnt expect it. About one month till high school musical, about two months till my first application deadline. oh boy. A lot of the time i feel out of the loop, and it is a little ( Read more... )

well school starts soon and i better update. i dont know how the two are related. it just feels right. life is pretty good. my two most exciting things of the day were finding out im going to the Projekt Revolution tour and that we got a new broom at work. My life is pretty ordinary i guess but i love it that way. I hate drama and being busy and ( Read more... )

i have a whole lot of stuff inside that i want to let out. like i dont even know. well i do, but you guys dont. but thats okay. you might know soon enough. as a side note, anyone have a synthesizer or access to one or someone who rents them? if so awesome tell me. dont laugh at me either. please. Ive noticed that im very passionate. and i like it. ( Read more... )

I am gonna punch myself in the face. i'm working during a rehersal and during zach's graduation party. WTF MOM AND DAD. i didnt want a job and now i have it and rehersal which im gonna miss a lot of which i feel really bad for. and camp and fuckin summer reading and my mom wants me to start writing my college essay.

whoops got a C+ in math for the year. not going to college.

so i guess im now doing Arsenic and Old Lace. cool. It should be fun. hopefully i can like actually be there most of the time. but i have like a small part anyway so whatever. Kelly's was fun and i hope i can go to the rest of the parties i was invited to. but if i don't, i will feel bad. but shit happens. My mom picked me up an application to AE ( Read more... )

I could try to change but it wouldn't make you happy,
All i can do is think of you smiling and laughing,
make it hurt, draw it out, i deserve it, let me down, write me off, let me go, cut me up, make it slow...

You all are looking at the Ryan of Laurelton Hall's fall production of High School Musical. well not looking. but you know what i mean.

so. basically the only thing that keeps me from going insane these days is my cool demeanor and my friends. and the fact that i am going to the kick off party for Cartel's band in a bubble extravaganza on thursday. and the beach party thing that they are having on memorial day too. thats ballin as hell. school sucks and i hate it. I had B's on my ( Read more... )