im very mixed up. the person this is mostly to will never see this, but i dont give a shit. i feel like a bad person, a generally bad person. not oh its a joke, TJ's a dick haha. a legitimate poor human. i never meant for it to happen, i never thought it would. i screwed up big time. what can i do? nothing. i cant think of anything to do. i ( Read more... )

another birthday almost over, one of the best ive ever spent. i always feel like everyone is so nice to me on my birthday and i dont really deserve it, or that i dont thank everyone or seem grateful enough for all the things that were done for me. two surprises in one day was mad cool. im 18 now, so i guess thats cool. my life right now is pretty ( Read more... )

"We seem to try in the simple, furious span of the individual to draw a savage indictment of the contemporary scene or to escape from it; into a make-believe region of swords and magnolias and mockingbirds which perhaps never existed anywhere. Both of the courses are rooted in sentiment; perhaps the ones who write savagely and bitterly of the ( Read more... )

2008 is gonna be weird.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

well that complicates things a bit now doesn't it?

last night was the most insane show i have ever been to. I don't even know. my body hurts. but it's a good hurt.

well. ive been in a bad mood these past few days for no real reason in particular. thats even worse than knowing why you feel like crap. i guess ill snap out of it. but i just miss the days when stuff was easy. i wish i knew what people were thinking too. cause then it would be easy and i would be in a good mood again ( Read more... )

well hello there. my life is pretty good i guess. im holdin it down even though im busy as a hot whore at a comic book convention. yes that was a shot at nerds and their lack of sexual activity. I saw hairspray and it was sick. it reminded me of high school musical and how awesome it was and how awesome the cast was and how awesome the director was ( Read more... )

shittttttttttttt. i have an english essay, a health essay, and independent reading project and a physics essay all due like a week or less from now. which is less than a week before high school musical open which i am super nervous for. i hate school so much ( Read more... )

maybe this one will work.