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Letters to Quentin
So, as you can probably tell, I've pretty much abandoned Livejournal entirely. I have no idea if anyone is even still on here, but if you are, and you don't keep up with me on Tumblr and Twitter and such, I have some REALLY EXCITING NEWSI've been writing a web series for the past year or so, and it's finally starting to get off the ground! It's ( Read more... ) -
i see my face has changed
Does anyone else ever feel like their life is a gaping chasm and there's going to be no one there to catch you when you inevitably fall? So you just want to fold yourself in and hide but when you do, you're still alone and afraid? That's the kind of day I'm having... the past couple of days really ( Read more... ) -
God fucking dammit
Me: Hey, I really think things are gonna start turning around for me soon because I'm writing and I feel really creative and awesome and I think this idea I have is gonna work out and I'll be able to do what I've always --
Life: LOL NOPE
Life: YOU'RE GONNA LIVE A SHITTY LIFE FOREVER HAHA ASSHOLE -
Yikes.
Sigh. It's so sad how I've drifted so far away from Livejournal. I'm almost tearing up thinking about it, actually, which is probably a slightly overemotional reaction ( Read more... ) -
Exercise???
I joined the gym yesterday, and I just worked out not too long ago, and hooolllyyy crap I am so out of shape it is embarrassing. I wish I could just take the equipment and do this at home because I keep feeling like everyone is staring and judging me, even though they probably aren't ( Read more... ) -
Peanut Butter Icebox Cake
Apologies, apologies. I know I said I would post something here once a month, but… well, life gets in the way. Life, and a gradually decreasing inclination to bake. It’s sad, that something I used to get excited about now just makes me shrug and put it off. If I didn’t feel so guilty about never updating this site, never using my camera, and never ( Read more... ) -
It's up to me now, turn on the bright light
The little vacation to NYC is (basically) all planned out! I'm just going for one night instead of two, because hotels be crazy expensive and I'd rather stay somewhere nice for one night than somewhere shitty for two. Plus, this way I can go ~shopping~ relatively guilt-free. And I've already paid for it online so I can't chicken out! Yay! I just ( Read more... ) -
We've got so much to leave
I need to take a vacation. Alone. Away from everybody and everything. I've been feeling so unhinged and depressed lately. I want to be irresponsible and take my tax return money when I get it and go somewhere far away, by myself.
But I won't. Because I need every single cent I can get. -
Start living the life of the person you want to be.
2012 was... an average year for me. Nothing particularly life-changing happened, good or bad. I had some good times, and I had some bad times. Rob went through a lot of shit, like being forced to live on his own in the span of a single week, but for me? It wasn't a horrible year by any means, but it wasn't a totally amazing year either ( Read more... ) -
Peppermint Mocha Cupcakes
I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know - no long time no see, huh? Man, I really am the worst. A entire season and a half went by and I didn’t update this blog ONCE. I’m sure you’ve all been refreshing this page every day, in the vain hope that a new delicious treat would be posted. “Why won’t she update her blog????” you would cry ( Read more... )