listening to the same everclear song on repeat is something distant ( Read more... )

im in the weirdest mood right now. for the first time in my life i feel the pressures of graduating. being lost, floating around in the possibilities. i know a lot of people go through this, but i literally have a month to apply to grad school, or i'll be working for the next year ( Read more... )

this has really been one of the most fucked up weekends Ive had in a really long time ( Read more... )

now what do i do?

in the early morning
i can smell the fall
and it reminds me of change.

you never know how much 3 years changes everything until something happens. its because its all gradual...you never really see the change. you never realize that you stop doing the things you once loved. the people you are no longer friends with. 3 years ago i was in the most fucked up place in my life. not knowing when i was going to snap, not ( Read more... )

there are so many fucked up people in the world.
along with so many amazing ones.
be careful. no one is ever how they seem.

i went to the beach with heather on sunday. being with her always makes me think ( Read more... )

Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blond tramp,
and she's probably getting frisky.
right now he's probably buying her some fruity little drink
cause she can't shoot whiskey.
right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick,
showing her how to shoot a combo
and he don't know...

I dug my key into the side of his pretty ( Read more... )

i have had absolutely no ambition to update lately...but thats probably because theres nothin to bitch about ( Read more... )