Well isnt life a sprinkle covered crap pie with dejection and dissapointment as a filling.

[tkc2021]

Well guys here i am again posting to this journal that i rarely use but im seriously thinking now that i should use it more. life's recent events have lead me to think less of certain people and more of others. isn't it fun how the seemingly meaningless events of the everyday can lead you to the crumbling realization that your screwed and theirs

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[vgm22]

Thank you TK for this journal! Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go into the cornor and smack the living shit out of myself and appologize profussly to myself. Then I need to figure out how to salvage my fucked up life so I can join the real world and all the people I love amd care who are already in it. I just really need to stop feeling sorry for myself and pissed off at the world for what it's done to me. Thanks again TK. -hugs tightly, goes into the cornor and begins to slap myself silly-

Dont take it to extreems

[tkc2021]

Hunny, yes slapping yourself can be one of the best ways to snap yourself back to reality and finally see things clearly. But over doing it can be just as devastating. You have to take things in stride and understand that its not about you abusing yourself till you get the job done. Its about finding what you need inside yourself to get it done.

Love, life, work, friends....it all comes down to what you need and what you can do. Don't slap yourself silly....just slap yourself enough so that you finally get started.

Because life doesn't wait. While you beat yourself up its moving along. You have to keep moving with it and keep your mind clear.

And if you ever feel like your head is being cluttered by all the bad things just clear that mess away and remember you have friends. And with really good friends....things are allot simpler.

So don't you dare make those cute cheeks of yours all red and soar. Just give me another Hug and know that I care for you. Take initiative and find out what you can do to make things better.

Re: Dont take it to extreems

[vgm22]

I stop slapping myself silly,turn to you, start crying and hug you tightly- I'm not going to just sit here and slap myself silly, forever. I'm doing it as a form of apology to myself for trying to kill myself last year and for the people I hurt, because of me trying to kill myself

[stupidgit120]

I'm surprised you put up with that for this long.

Well hello Mr. Git

[tkc2021]

*chuckles* Well Sweetie, Just because i say this stuff deosnt mean ive stopped putting up with it. As long as hearts get broken and life throws you a curve ball people will always feel this way.

Ive just maid my point of view known for anyone willing to read.

*hugs* How have you been Hun? Things Ok with you and yours?

Re: Well hello Mr. Git

[stupidgit120]

You don't have to put up with it, you know. It must be in your character or something, but you don't have to make friends with everyone you come across, including the crazies. That's unhealthy--for both parties. A lot of people come to me asking about you, if you're ignoring them or if you hate them now or something.

Having too many friends always seemed like a good bad thing to me before, but really now I can see that it's nearly impossible to maintain a 'close friend' status with so many people. You end up letting them down.

I've been just peachy, big guy. We couldn't be better.

[scottbear]

Hrrrf...It sounds like you've been having a hell of a time there...I hope things improve for you. : /

Hugs the adorable bear.

[tkc2021]

*chuckles* Naw Sweetie...i guess this was just something that needed to come out is all. Allot of stuff has been happening and really...sometimes...you need to yell the words out in order for you to understand them. This is just me sharing my thoughts for anyone that wants to read them. ^^

[bobskunk]

I took this in so many ways.. Calling out those who have let themselves become complacent in bad situations, even if they may not be so bad? Where instead of trying to move ahead and fix things, wheels of complaint are spun only to sink further in and waste energy? Then, the personal bit about people around you and their involvements and behavior.. I dunno, right now no matter how I read it I can't seem to interpret it fully, and I apologize, but I do understand most of it. Hell, even looking the posts in/surviving at my own journal doesn't paint a very good picture of me at all, nor do most of my regretted, late night impulse writes such as this one. My apologies, TK

Hey Sweetie

[tkc2021]

*chuckles* Dont worry about it hun. Im happy you posted. ^^

[meddler_inc]

The whole truth or the objective truth?

Sorry, waxed philisophical for a moment there. :P

We all have the power to change our lives, but some people deem the effort to change it too much hassle, and therefore find it much easier to bitch and whine about it (myself included), but it takes a good whack on the head to put a new perspective into things, and to say "Damn, I need to fix this" and take steps to indeed fix it.

One more thing: Love isn't how we feel, it's something we do. :) And we need to do it more more often than we do nowadays.

Food for thought.

[tkc2021]

Not how we feel but what we do huh? But isnt that setting yourself up for allot of disappointment's?

I mean...if love isn't a feeling...then what motivates us to act upon it?