i'm ready for this to be done

As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday. Every year there ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in the union right now because our internet isn't working at home (no clue way) and i feel really good, so i thought maybe it'd be a good time to write here. things are going alright. i feel good at the momment, but lately that's been subject to change by the hour. i had my RA interview on tuesday and it went really well, or at least ( Read more... )

haven't really been able to do much of a 'real' blog entry in a while...i'll try and change that soon.

RA interview went well. keep fingers crossed...we find out next week.
now a double major in ASL and ITP. yikes!
bout all i know.

it's upseting and unsettling to know that a friend is going through a rough time and really isn't okay... what's more, to know that it will only get worse (most probably) when they come back after this break. i want so badly to take everything off of her shoulders and lay them down upon mine. i hate to know she's hurting and all i can do is be ( Read more... )

i can't quite get my mind to slow enough for sleep. i'm enjoying my time here at home. it's...well it's been different than the other times i've come home. the first night i was here, with tic tac, i've never felt like that at home before. i had never been so happy to be or at home, ever. i didn't read too much into it though, just liked it and ( Read more... )

someone told me about something which i'm waiting to hear about which made me feel really good and amazingly hopeful. i don't want to build myself up too much though...don't wanna crash and burn. emailed mom, she replied and that was good...oh so very good. i'll be living in the dorms next semester, no matter what. that's about all i can say. ( Read more... )

RA app is in. i'm scared shitless. it'll determin where my life will go for this coming semester and the following year. scary. fortun cookie- 'a letter of great importance will reach you soon ( Read more... )

oh how fun it is to get used for my car...

hopefully making more time to write later- a real entery (if i remember how) :-p

it's frustrating to want something really badly..and to keep trying and trying a just have things shit out and it not work the way you had hoped it would or work at all.

i like learning and i like growing...but sometimes we all just want things easy as pie...even if that's irrational.