so this is my first post is about a million years and i was inspired to write something but alas there is nothing to write. no ink in my dollar store pen brain. i have no further acknowledgments to the world and all other little pens in it. and i feel its almost time for me to write my true feelings in my dollar store ink on that special piece of ( Read more... )

havent felt like this in a long time. =)

why do i have to fuck up to get "tender loving care"? i dont want to fuck up anymore. not now. not infront of her. i cant do it anymore. i wont...

oh my god. is it just me or is this the most boring Christmas EVER? jeez i dont understand. its horrible.....i got pretty good shit though. FUCKING TRIPOD BABY! gonna come in so much use. and $$$ which is always good. cant wiat til europe. only 2 months and a bit away whooo!!!

things to do

1. survive

its wrong. why didnt you do it? why did you do it wrong? WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS DO IT WRONG ( Read more... )

holy shit my work load is overflowing like crazy. i have so much shit to do.

work almost everyday + homework and now swimteam.
im so fucking exhausted.
please kill me now.

why must _____ be so fucking stupid?
like honestly use your fucking common sense you idiot.
im so sick of you.
go cry now

i was thrown a lifeline today.

lets hope i can hold on this time.

So ya....this journal is a couple days overdue seeing as we got back on saturday but anyways. NEW YORK WAS SICK! The art galleries were pretty cool and so much fucking free time it was ridiculous. Me and Andrew made it onto the New York Times at the Museum of Moving Image. The trippy-ass seizure contraption of doom thingy there was so cool. Soho ( Read more... )