you ever have one of those dreams where you wake up all happy and then the thoughts of the dream stay with you allllllll day? that's happened the last 2 nites, but more so yesterday. its so weird but i enjoy it. part of me doesnt, thought, because it gives me false hope about stuff. nothing in particular but you seem to get happy for no reason ( Read more... )

people know me. for the most part my likes and dislikes arent that hidden. but still, theres one part of my life that i've opened up to just a few...not for any reason. it just never comes up when im hanging in a group. tv. i have a HUGE fascination with tv. one of my hobbies is to watch lots of shows and then analyze them. i follow their ( Read more... )

its weird when you get a change of heart about anything. its kind of like being born all over again because - at least for me - you live your life a certain way and then all of a sudden your perspective completely changes. i'm not gonna entirely reveal what my new view is but i just wanted to point out how things can change ( Read more... )

I am a dweller and a thinker. Everyone knows that about me. Problems just land on my lap and - a lot of the time - I tend to solve them, even for others. Those that can "drink to that" fact are headed to Hollywood? Why? because other have been telling me that my life is like a tv show, and ive begun to brainstorm ideas about how right they are ( Read more... )

ok so this is gonna be the official-hows-anthony-and-whats-he-up-to-thread ( Read more... )

for a week that i thought was gonna be so laid back and boring it was actual one of my favorites since i left wnec ( Read more... )

its 130 and i gotta be up by 8 - on a saturday morning nonetheless - but i cant sleep. thats been happening to me a lot lately. what once used to be a casual time of reflection when i laid down in my bed has been a nightly session of life planning. and for no other reason than the fact that there are so many directions i could head now ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning to an awkward, yet somewhat satisfying, realization. i have no responsibilities whatsoever right now. none. zip. i have no job. no girlfriend. no schoolwork. no one really relying one me. i can do whatever the fuck i want. part of me feels great and the other part of me wants to remember that just 3 months ago, all of ( Read more... )

for the last 4 nights i've had 4 really interesting dreams that have put life into perspective. some of them were weird and some were exciting.

little by little i'm becoming more optimistic about my future. i really need to get back out to western mass and start a new life (or at least pick up where my old one left off).

i'm living on a prayer

wow...so where do i begin ( Read more... )