i did this survery a couple of years ago. i wanna do it again and then compare my answers ( Read more... )

after 24 hours of a pretty decent high, I felt it was time to vent my happiness. i talked to misha yesterday about my confusion with math and whether i should throw it away for something else. just hearing him talk confidently about how much potential he saw in me to be a successful mathematician was reason enough to feel great. but he also ( Read more... )

so here i am sitting at my kitchen table reflecting on a week full of revelations. when i came home last monday, little did i know what some time off would do to (for) me. i'm all gung ho now about dropping my track as a math major and searching for something else. i'm not sure what the problem is but the appeal just isn't there anymore. today ( Read more... )

after a pretty laid back weekend (not the kind of "laid" back weekend i had a few weeks ago that kicked off some big stuff) i started thinking. uh oh..anthony's been thinking. this isn't good. i dunno if it is or not ( Read more... )

what a week it's been of up and down moods. i really wish i didn't have anything to do this week because all of my down days seemed to be those that i had something to do on...like i didnt feel all that great on mon/wed/fri and those are my 3 class days. things arent lookin too hot in my near future if i keep up this outlook on stuff. i just ( Read more... )

so..where did i begin ( Read more... )

i didnt really do a whole lot today. i woke up at noon and did a few things in my room and then started some of my economics hw due wednesday. saturdays are starting to become like sundays by way of having so little to do. the campus is absolutely dead until later in the day. last year i went home on the weekends. but this year i've already ( Read more... )

what a lousy week it has been. i think one of the only highs was spending time at home and relaxing on monday and tuesday. my dad had a surgery that he almost didnt go thru with cus he didnt want to take time off from work in recovery. anyway, i talked him into it and that was prob my most agressive moment of the week ( Read more... )

what an eventful few days it's been. i dont know why im not open about a lot of stuff but i do hold a lot in. some can see that right off the bat and others are utterly shocked. i try to be motivated about everything but my mind is SO negative and pessimistic. i almost wonder (no, i do wonder) how im going to be able to manage my life in the ( Read more... )

i'm on a role updating this thing ( Read more... )