"I am still living with your ghost, lonely and dreaming of the West Coast"

[tkws]

I am so worried about My Mom and Amanda both. I lay in bed for hours, tossing and turning, thinking about them, and what I can do to help them. All it comes down to is I can't help them. I fucking can't, and that PISSES ME OFF! Right now My stomach feels sooooooo bad. I'm so fucking worried. Everytime I get close to my Mom, the doctors find

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[cereal_x_killer]

You could hand it all over to Christ. The use the power of prayer to heal them. Seems to be the simplest solution. =)

Yo

[tkws]

I pray all the time. My Mom does what you say and she, although sick as a DOG, is always okay with everything. I wish I could be like her with this kinda shit. Oh well, maybe someday right? Thanks Skeeter.

-Matthew

[gettomonkey]

I am alright babe. You don't need to worry about me. I am just busy. I actually am feeling pretty good other then the crap last night. Its all right. I promise. I just am tierd. Sorry I havn't been able to talk to you much. I knew it was going to be hard. I just didn't realzie how hard it was going to be I guess. I am gonna get the cell here in a couple weeks and it will make things easier. I love you Matthew hang in there babe. I am always gonna be here babe. I love you

~AmandaMarie

Snicker Doodle

[tkws]

Amanda, I don't want to worry about you, It's just something that I do, because I love you so much, and I don't want anything bad happening to you. It's not that we haven't been able to talk very much, it's just the times we've talked you were feeling really bad, and then what happend last night, really freaked me out. I love you Beautiful, You HAVE to always be here. What in the shit balls of hell am I going to do without you? I can't even think about that right now. I'm gonna go. I love you Beautiful

-Matthew

[novembersgrl]

Ok so this is going to sound a little weird. I clicked on one of my intrests (victorville) and your name popped up (along with others) I was reading all of them (I am that bored) actually trying to find people who live close by (although I see you are in Georgia) OK! So I read a lil and you are talking about your Mom. All I wanted to say is hang in there, I know what you are going through (kind of) I grew up with a very sick mother. She head heart problems since I was very little and she passed a few months ago. I understand you wanting to help her out as much as you can. Just know you are not alone. There are some of us out here who know what you are dealing with. Your mother will offically be on my prayer list. Take care.

Hello

[tkws]

Are you from Victorville? I lived there for 19 years. You should add me, we can talk.

Thank you for praying ffor my Mom. That's something I could never do enough of on my own, and to know that you are, relly means a lot. I'm sorry to hear that you lost your Mother. I wish I could say something cleaver and meaningful, but I'm sure you've heard it all. Thanks for the comment, I'll see you around here.

-Matt

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[novembersgrl]

YOu have been added. I live in Hesperia. Have been here for almost 10 years. Your Mom is for sure on my prayer list and I will pray for her nightly. Once someone is on my prayer list they stay there for life. I will put you on there too, and your girlfriend as well. We can definatly chat. Go head add me.

Penne

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[tkws]

Thank you so much for praying for me, My Mom, AND My Love. That means so much to me. I don't even know you, and you would do that, man that's really amazingly cool. What part of Hesperia are you from? I saw that you like West Coast Choppers, that's Rad ass. You're one cool lady.I added you. talk to you later.

-Matt