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[tkws]

This is my 500th post

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Hey You

[spoiledchic269]

I don't understand why you keep saying I forgot about you... I email you and you dont write back and I comment in your journal whenever you post... I really dont see were that is forgetting about you...

Re: Hey You

[tkws]

Well, sometimes it feels like it. I'm sorry I won't say it NO more.

-Matt

Re: Hey You

[edgeofeternity]

Well i mean its the same way for me too, I never talk to you it's like you forgot about me too... i wish it wasnt this way cause i do miss you and i missed when we used to talk all the time, it just sucks now... =/

<33

Re: Hey You

[spoiledchic269]

oops! sorry i was logged into someone else's username... sorry lol

[starlightpunk]

stop being so dramatic! Do whatever you want, its your life matthew, plus were all just kidding, whatever makes you happy is fine, you just gotta realize theres people that care about you and love you, it seems your willing to loose a lot just for an iffy relationship. youve never even met the girl, and shes sick, who knows how long she has, but its your life, you make your own decisions big boy.

amy-

Fuck that

[tkws]

That was low Amy. You don't know anything about Amanda, or her sickness. Why is it a bad thing that I am willing to do anything for someone that I love with all my heart? It's NOT an "Iffy" relationship either. Just because you can't see yourself doing what I do, doesn't make it wrong, or dumb, or whatever it is you feel about it. You say that you are all just kidding, well that gets a little old after a while. Why not just suport me, or say fucking nothing?

-Matt

Re: Fuck that

[starlightpunk]

yeah i know lo ts abou t the disease... my girls step mom has it, im just saying how i feel i tsn ot like its going to change anything im just saying something alright, its your life ill support whatever you want.... im sorry dont get all butt hurt, calm the fuck down
-amy

Im sick, Im not fucking dieing

[gettomonkey]

You have to be by far the bigest bitch Matthew must know. It is out in the open, that you don't know him nor do you know me. So may I please ask you just to not fucking put in your ingnorent fucking comments....

~AmandaMarie

[novembersgrl]

I wish you would post more often. I love you dude, I so miss you too. Let me say this though, Regardless of what anyone says or thinks you do what you want. Everyone cares about you and although it seems they don't want you to do what makes you happy, they don't want to see you hurt. I don't want to see you hurt, look at me though I am now married to a guy I have known for only 4 months. Although everyone around me has an opinion they care and they tell me what a mistake I might have made. It makes me feel bad, but I know they want the best for me. I wish you luck and if you ever get to a place where you need to be picked up I am here for you. I will always be here for you :o)

Well

[tkws]

Thank you Penne. I miss you too. I am going to do what I need to, to make me happy. Not anybody else. I just don't know what happend to being behind somebody you love. I understand that people are just looking out for me, I FUCKING SEE THAT, but after they say what they need to you'd think they would help me out and be there for me, but no. They'd rather just hope for the worse so they can say they were right. I think it was good for you to get married. I'm really pissed that you didn't get my birthday card, I talked about you getting married and how I was on your side, but you didn't get it. I'm sorry about that. I know that you are always here for me, and you need to know that I'm always here for you too. I love you Penne. Bye

-Matt

Re: Well

[novembersgrl]

I know what you mean. I wish people would do that, say what they have to then support us in our decisions. I know people sit there and wish the worst so they can say hey I told you so. I think it was that way when my cousin Rach got married, everyone was so mad at her, and I think they all wished that it would not work out but alas three years later they are STILL married and it is working out for them. I am so sad that I didn't get your birthday card. I didn't get one birthday card at all. :o( *super tight hugs* and all the love I can give.

Re: Well

[tkws]

I really hate it when people wish for bad things, and think about nothing about bad things, then when something bad happens, they are like "I told you so!" I love you Penne, you're the best, I miss you a lot.

-Matt

[queenpunkitty]

matt,
all i can tell you is fuck people.... it pisses me off that that girl amy can go and say that stuff about amanda... but you need to make your own decisions, not based on whether someone is telling you that you are risking it all for a girl who is sick... amanda is so much more than a girl that is sick... and if you really love her i know you will see that... amanda is one of my best friends, and i think that if you guys want it to work it will... so dont listen to what people say... i am sorry you have been down lately... just look at it this way, amanda isnt the only one that wants you to come down here... you seem like a cool person, and i dont think you would be giving ut all up just to come down here fore amanda... and if this poist doesnt make sense it is because i am half asleep.. so bye

I know

[tkws]

It pisses me off like you would never ever ever ever fucking beleive, what she said about Amanda, but I'm trying to not say to much, I always end up fucking up. I know that Amanda is MUCH MUUUUUUUUUUCH more than just sick, I don't even think about it mosst of the time, cause she takes care of herself, and also it DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER!!! Amanda is my Angel, and the love of my life, weather she is sick, or not. You know, people just don't take us seriously, and that's all it is. They don't have to get it, I don't care if they do, I just don't want people to talk shit about her. I don't feel like I am giving anything up, to move down there. I feel like I am getting EVERYTHING! She's my world, what else is there to say? You sewem like a cool person too, and I can't wait to rock out with you, so get ready.

-Matt

Re: I know

[queenpunkitty]

indeed we are going to have muh fun when you come!!! indeed!!!

Re: You shouldn't throw stones if you live in a glass house.

[queenpunkitty]

AMEN TO THAT SISTAH!!!

Re: You shouldn't throw stones if you live in a glass house.

[tkws]

I miss yo so much Elle. Thank you for the comment and I wish I could talk to you more, and comment to your journal, but I'm never on here anymore. I'm sorry if I'm not being a good friend, I wont be so lame forever. I agree with what you said and only wish that all people saw it like we do. I love you Elle. Thanks

-Matt