Well its been almost 2 months since i have updated and things are much much better. Kinda ( Read more... )

wow.

well matt broke up with me.

after 4 months of being together

and about 8 being extremely close

i guess... as he says "nicoles just better"

well i am doing uh bad.

tommorow is v day

hope you all have fun

night

wow. you know how you know something is falling apart and you see it happening ever so slowly and you think of all the things you could do to stop it and then you realize its inevitable...its ending and every second hurts more than the last and every hour seems longer than the last....oh yay

i love you....

geeze! it really makes me mad when people tell you that they will do something with you and then change their mind oh nope sorry cant go my commitment to you isnt as important as this fucking movie! geeze. screw the fact that you want to spend time with them....grrr. well thank you tiana for a great night of spening time together it really meant a ( Read more... )

well everybody im done being happy and pretending everythign is okay right now because its not. Im so scared right now and so unsure of whats going to happen that i just cant handle it. i cant do this anymore. i will though and i will keep doing it as long as it takes for things to be okay for things to be the way they were before. For starters ( Read more... )

well yesterday i got home from school ( thank you jeanette for taking me ) and my baby niece was here. she is so cute. she is huge she is 2 feet 7 inches and she doesnt even turn one until january. lol. she is almost 3 feet tall. wow. i made her laugh a lot she loves her aunty abby. then they left at about 4 30 ish and then my mom took me to go get ( Read more... )

Hey guys!

How is everyone? Great here? anybody do anything fun over break?

I woke up on friday to matts face and it was the best! then we spent all day together. and then on friday me matt amanda and dawson all went to see resident evil. It was scary and i never screamed out loud once. and if anybody doesnt believe me i have my ticket stub for ( Read more... )

hey there kids

how has everyone been lately? Im okay i guess. Not too much exciting stuff has happened. well unless you cant losing one of your best friends? Well i dont know if i have lost this best friend but it sure seems liek it i wonder what i did to screw things up this time? oh well i guess its crazy it seems like when i get really close to ( Read more... )

Hello guys

this is like the second day in a row that i have actually updated crazy huh? Well last night matt called me. YAY. He misses me and his mom is stupid. She wont even let matt celebrate his birthday how retartded is that? I mean come on his birthday...Geeze so im thinking of throwing something together but i dont know. I wanted to talk to ( Read more... )

Hey guys and gals

Sorry it has been so long since i updated i havent been on the computer that much nor have i had the time school is just too crazy1 I hate not getting the sleep i need! Well uh i really miss matt i havent seen that kid since i got my hair done. I talked to him he invited me to the edge fest thingy with him he wants me to go with ( Read more... )