I don't know what it is...but this is another night after seeing you I can't sleep ( Read more... )

I have not posted in a very long time...well I had a date tonight...and it went very well...he lives in Winter Park...He is into a lot of the same stuff at me...he is pretty cute too...and I was totally gaylord after he left tonight...smiles and all...haha...we will see where it goes...i like this one though...have a good night and I will keep this ( Read more... )

Well I have been really bummed out lately but it looks to be getting better...I went to check my e-mail last night and I got an e-mail from the photography company who contracts out for cruise lines...and this is what it said ( Read more... )

So I can't sleep...I am in Va visiting my mom...but my mind is racing away...so far far away...I have met someone...someone who I have never met before I am scared but yet intrigued at the same time...He tells me stuff that I want to hear...but I doubt it is even true...I think I want to be with him...Or I think not...He has me in the weird state ( Read more... )

what can I say...I can't sleep...I am texting greg because I figured I could talk to him about everything I am going through...errr wrong answer...I am alone...am I happy I really don't know...I know I have so many things on my plate right now...what am I doing with me life...when does my life start..why am I here...where am I going...I love him ( Read more... )

I feel pressure on my chest ( Read more... )

Life is so freak'n tough...and falling in love is even tougher...We moved to fast and ruined it all...I am so scared to be without him...I was a mess yesterday...and somewhat the same today...Just thinking about it I am crying again...life get's so hard...and it sucks...replaying it over and over again really just kills my soul...I want to move ( Read more... )

$th day of working out and I feel great...and I have cut wayyyyyyyyyy back on carbs...So yes everyone I am eating healthy...never thought it could happen myself...Shed those pounds...yayayaya

You know Greg was right I do need to spend more time with my friends...I think that is a vital point that I have been miss out of my life...I get so wrapped up in my relationship...He is one of the very few guys that wouldn't care if I hanged out with my friends more...so that is my plan this week coming up...it is spring break and I am going to ( Read more... )

I am going to just die if he doesn't call today...I will go into a deep depression and die...i miss the love of my life