i really dont even know if i believe this. i wish someone who i was close to understood how this felt but it's impossible. a week has gone by, and it's not even the worst of it yet. to hear your voice would be like heaven to me right now. i can't believe i missed it. i can't believe i said what i said. i can't believe i really thought it was over. ( Read more... )

whats sadder than an argument is the thought we may have never been.
i know that you & i have been through many downs before, but that dont mean the chance has gone away to love each other more.

we still <3 .

you made it clear to me you wasn't down for me i may be blind baby but now i see, you had things up your sleeve, dont even lie to me i even heard it from your family how could you let somebody lay where I layed ? how could you give her everything that we made? how could you call her all the names that you used to call me? how could you how could ( Read more... )

when i hear the words "i look up to you" . i look at myself , and wonder "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "YOU ARE AN INFLUENCE TO PEOPLE ALL OVER .. WHY ARE YOU LETTING YOURSELF GO LIKE THIS?" it's crazy really , how much you can just fall off when you stop caring . i never stopped believing , i never stopped praying , i never stopped conversing i just ( Read more... )

i have the greatest friends in the word <3
thanks to all of you who made my birthday amazing .
it's funny , how you find out so much on your birthday . about you , about others .

i love it .

and my future is going to be great , i just know it :] if only the world knew what i was talking about .

tonight was so much fun . the most fun i've had in a long time .

im slowly falling off track , but im sure i'll figure all that out on my own .
so don't worry about me , just pray if you want :] but im not going to be fake about it , so don't call me fake , kay ? just because im not trying as hard to be perfect as i was two weeks ago , doesn't mean ( Read more... )

these past few days have been great :] lately , i've been lying to myself . telling myself it wasn't meant to be . listening to my head & not my heart . but believe me time can't erase a feeling this strong this time is for real , and if you can't accept that , then i don't think i can accept you .

we just can't let this fire pass us by , forever ( Read more... )

my weakness is that i care too much you <|3 .

i thought i had it in the bag , but i was so wrong .

You weren't there when I cried ( Read more... )

i need you now more than ever , and you don't even see it .

or do you ?