Went up to campus today and within two or three minutes of arriving had a rather nasty panic attack. Now that I’ve had a “bad one” I realise that some of the quite bleak and desperate moods I’ve been in over the past couple of months have basically been minor versions of the same thing. Eventually forced myself out of it, then went and bought a ( Read more... )

Got one of my essays done, all it took was six good albums and an eight-pack :P

Whenever you are truly, desperately in need of cheering up, a cat will never be far away!

I know john complains about me reading fox news, but this is the only thing thats made me smile all day

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,342099,00.html

Woke up in a really bad mood today, please forgive me if i say anything absurdly pathetic or dark.

that said: the world is shit, life is pointless and happiness is a lie.

ho hum, time for lectures.

last night was awesome

went to the cart, spoons and tales for the first time in months

only sad thing is that i'm the only person who remembers the best part of the night

Currently listening to a cd of The Cure doing acoustic versions of their greatest hits.

I'll let that speak for the mood I'm in.

So apparently on saturday I turned into a drunken little wanker who was pissing everyone off. If you were one of those people then I am really sorry, I haven't done anything like that for a good long while now. But hey, at least I'm back to my old self, who knows, next time I might even end up getting naked in front of a room full of people ( Read more... )

In other news, i need to listen to "thumping Serbian turbo-folk" if only to keep me safe from bears.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/europe/7295559.stm

I'm trying to decide what to do tonight, my choices are ( Read more... )