i had a real good time today.. i havnt felt like this in a long time. im very happy right now. and i feel real good. i want a new job soo fucking bad. at the hospital. i cant wait to get it i hope it doesnt fall through. im gonna go fill out an app now.

i downloaded the new RJd2 cd and its really good.

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as i sit here alone im retracing everything we have had together. every laugh, every kiss, every fight, every tear, every touch, every sound, every movie, every meal, every weekend, every school-day every summer-day, every phone call. it feels like i am holding my heart over a flame melting you out of my life. its so fucking painfull but it has to ( Read more... )

it is what it is.

well i thought that this break went pretty good up until tonight. it feels really shitty when you are dissapointing somone so much and you cant even control it. i wish i could make you happy but i guess thats really up to you im just gonna keep trying to not get mad and to be a good boyfriend. you decide what you want. and when you have decided, do ( Read more... )

GODDAMMIT!

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im very very tired. i cant wait for my birthday THIS SATURDAY IM TURNING 18. I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR SO LONG! i cant fucking wait.

i wanna be in a band.. who wants to be in a band with me.

All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair.

~"The Five People You Meet in Heaven" Mitch Albom