i just got your message and i just wanted to say last night was a fuckin joke. you called me to get mad at me about somthing i had nothing to do with and then when you found out i had nothing to do with it you hung up on me. no apology or nothing. if your going to use me whenever you are upset and then throw me away when you are with your friends. ( Read more... )

ok. live journal is gay. im over it.

i cant wait for summer. i broke my glasses. i have been playing alot of guitar. im getting alot better.
everything is so good right now.

this song make me want summer even more.

The Promise Ring - Red and Blue Jeans

today i went to school and then i went tanning. ha. i went for like 20 mins. then chris's coworkers came in and i had to leave. tonight i hung out wiht ande, eryn and natlaie. we picked them up from tanning and then we went to andes it was fun except i broke my glasses when natalie and i were spraying eachother with shaving cream.. it kinda sucked ( Read more... )

i dont know how im feeling right now. i have so many mixed feelings. about everything. i know that there is no way that heather and i will ever have what we used too so i guess i just have to start over. i miss my mom. her husband is coming up from fla to sign the divorce papers and shes goin through a really rough time right now. im gonna try and ( Read more... )

despite all the bad shit we went through i sitll love you and i guess i have no choice but to listen to you. im sorry im starting to scare you but its really hard when you love somone so much and one day you are having sex with them and crying over how much you will miss them and the day after you find out that they were kissing another guy and ( Read more... )

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so much for true love.

this whole thing is a joke. it really is it have evolved into this. it used to be somthing special now its just what it is. and if you break it down "what it is is pretty shitty"...

when i woke up i called heather to see if she wanted to come over. and she said no. and we got in a fight. but despite all of that, i had a really good time today. i went to starbuks when i woke up. and i cut this old guy who was driving a porche off. he flipped out and his wife called me a young fuck. then i went back home and i cleaned my car ( Read more... )