well today was fucking horrible. i didnt want to go to art class this morning so i slept in. then i went to school adn got there late. i tried to sit through the day minding my own buisness. but i had had enough by lunch so before lunch was over i went into the bathroom and called my dad and asked him if he would come pick me up. he said he would ( Read more... )

today i went to alex's house and we ate nachos and played video games. dom came over and we all hung out for about 1.5 hours. then i had to go home cause i had to go to my cousin cassie's 18th birthday dinner at outback. there were alot more people there than i had expected. she is going to florida for spring break. seh asked me to come with her ( Read more... )

my guitar lesson was cancelled today because my teacher had the flu. so ( Read more... )

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i love you. im sorry.

my life is so simple..
...it consists of only a few things,
metal gear solid 3, mercineries, ghost recon
heather
work, school, therapy..
no friends, no car, no life, no sleep..

:( i dont know what to say..

despite being an asshole.. i feel pretty good right now. im listenin to some DAVID BOWIE. uhh..

i am so lost. i need to find myself i am hurting everyone around me and i cannot sleep at night because i feel guilty for hurting them. i wish it would all just fix itself. i wish i didnt have to worry.

i am lonley. i am really trying hard to work somthing out with my dad so i can get a new car. there is a ford dealership in holly that is giving employee discounts to everyone on new f150s and maybe the new lightning. for a lease. i really miss my girlfriend. today i went to a dealership in pontiac after school and tried to work a deal out with the ( Read more... )