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this is goin to be the hardest thing
that i have ever had to overcome.
i'm strong and i know i can get through
it, its gonna be hard, and its gonna take time
usually there is nothin that i cant overcome
but this one imparticular is gonna be a challenge <3

when i thought that was a bad feeling
ha- that was NOTHING compared to this.
its always the least person you could ever expect.

i hate this so much. i hate everything. i hate the way this is going. i hate this feeling. i hate it all. its the worst feeling i could ever imagine. i get around him and feel sick to my stomach, not because he makes me sick but because i am nervous. its like the first time you meet someone, you are nervous even hearing there voice. but this ( Read more... )

KARMA.. haha
its a bitch <3

give me a sign
somethin to let me know you care
somethin to let me know that you are there
give me somethin
before i loose control :(

ahh.. today was so awesome.
i woke up this mornin and did the usual cleanin and get ready.. all that good stuff, then me and my one and only brother went out to lunch.. it was nice to spend time with him now that he isnt engaged.. i love him <3 we def had some deep conversation in things that we haven't known about each other for a long time. it ( Read more... )

got woken up by the one and only c.garza. :)
came over here and chilled till we had to go pick up janeen from cheerleading.
now back waitin on angela to get here and then we are all off to applebee's for a girls lunch <3
haha been awhile since angela has been outta the house, so this should def be a good experience <3

its funny how somebody can be so dumb ..
its funny how they think they have something to themselves when really they DONT.
its funny to sit back and watch somebody get played out to look like a straight dumbass.
haah and all i can do is sit back and laugh at these people.
muaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <<3
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