* i wish this would end. * yes.. my life ( Read more... )

it seems like things are gettin better.. all i can think about is HIM. NOTHING else. its like he is strictly in my head and there is NO getting rid of him. but that is the last thing that i want to do. i love him soo much ( Read more... )

it seems like everything was -- that far
away from getting PERFECT
and then some fucker had to go run there mouth
agian.. i fuckin hate this county. why cna't u accept the
fact that we want to be happy..
please quit runnin your mouth. it is doing nothing
but makin ppl hate you <3 ( Read more... )

i need to get away .
away from here and away from this.

* please god answer my prayers because i think u are the only one i can rely on.

noone deserves to have their heartbroken, if u have i am DEF. sorry :(

WHY ME ( Read more... )

why do people try their hardest to ruin special things for other people ( Read more... )

kinda had a bad night last night. but it alll got better about 3 o'clock this mornin. didn't go to school today.. way too tired and really didn't feel like it. tomorrow we have to get up super early to be on jekyl by 9!! all the way till 4 for an orientation thing for summer waves.. should be fun though. at least i will have my baby there! :) <<33 ( Read more... )

god.. what a horrible day yesterday :( i got my freakin purse stolen! ahh i can't believe this shit.. i don't see how some people can be so nieve and steal from other people.. i mean seriously people.. anyways so tomorrow me and ryan have an interview at summerwaves.. i am kinda excited because hopefully we will both get it. and we will get to ( Read more... )

.. wonderful weekend. didn't go to school on friday. satyed at home with ryan and chilled all day :) saturday woke up and cleaned the house with my momma. then mall with my baby. stayed at my sisters saturday night.. wow is all that i can say to that. sunday mornin me ryan & chels all went to the beach.. it was soo nice out there :) today got a ( Read more... )

ahhh. i got my license today! haha i was so freakin nervous, but it all worked out well. thank goodness for the support of ryan. otherwise there is NO way that car was gonna parallel.. haha but it was alot easier than i thought. next step. my car! alot planned for the weekend. mall & flee market saturday and then hopefully the beach on sunday :) <3