i most amazing thing happened to me today ( Read more... )

everything is falling down on my shoulders ( Read more... )

i don't know how much more i can take ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever get a break. just one week where i don't feel like the world is weighing me down ( Read more... )

i can't take this anymore.
i.just.want.to.go.home.

i can't keep friends or boys around ( Read more... )

i'm not capable of being positive for longer than a week.
its true.

everything was going well with chris until saturday happened.
now i can't stop doubting myself.
i went from constant smiles and butterflies
to an upset stomach and a head full of worries.
i hate that trish did this to me.
i hate that now i can't stop feeling down.
i just need some kind of sign.

but as usual, i'm probably just not worth it.

tuesday after work i hung out with jose ( Read more... )

last night i went with chris(subwayboy) to get "the best pizza in the world ( Read more... )