last night was perfect. seriously ( Read more... )

i have constant butterflies in my stomach because of him ( Read more... )

yesterday i had another perfect subway ride with chris.
he might have a party next weekend at his place.
i might be going.
after i see him i have butterflies in my tummy all day long.
<333333333333333 ( Read more... )

i had the best morning of my life today ( Read more... )

tomorrow is valentine's day ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

i'm been in a weird mood this week ( Read more... )

lets talk about my day, shall we ( Read more... )

every morning i get ready for work and run to the subway with a huge smile on my face because i get to see my beautiful subway boy. and everyday i try to stand as close as possible and just pray that he will notice me. and everyday he gets off at queensborough and i'm left feeling like the invisible girl that i am ( Read more... )

i've been having a non-stop panic attack since about 5pm tonight.
i don't know how to stop it.
i don't know what to do with myself.
i can't breathe.
all i want to do is curl up in bed and cry.
worst.feeling.ever.