Today was fun ( Read more... )

I'm going to try and update this throughout out the day, but I don't know, I'll probably get caught. I'll just keep it to one entry so you don't have to keep scrolling down though ( Read more... )

Weird Day..

( These are words, straight from my heart... )

I just had the most emotional day of my life.  I don't know if I'll ever forget this day.

I have a very different perspective on life, than any of you reading this.  You all know your fathers and have relationships with them.  I don't.  I went to my counselor's office today, and I broke down.  I was 'bleeding' emotions.  I cried for 2 hours non ( Read more... )

I didn't go to school today.  I'm too tired from that effing baby keeping me up all night long.  It makes me mad.  And then I didn't take my prozac today, so I'm depressed..Blah..This stinks.  I can't wait until April..gosh it's coming up.  I really hope I don't get on a plane and crazy people Hijack it and then I die.  Hm..Positive thinking..:-\ I ( Read more... )

I quit.  Friends only is off for now.  People that want to read my el to the jay are yelling at me.  Not my fault if you crazy fucks don't have a livejournal.  But I caved..so yeah.

So..yesterday I had great fun with Jackie walking around in our snowshoes over to the IGA and falling down perfectly normal sized snowbanks...hm.

I don't like this ( Read more... )

( She says she tells the future... )

( and i almost had you, but i guess that doesn't cut it )

PUBLIC FOR A REASON  YOU SHOULD ALL KNOW HOW I FEEL

I really don't feel as if I'm worth it anymore.  I seriously woke up this morning disappointed that I was still alive.  I have no faith in myself whatsoever, and I really feel as if life for everyone would be better if I wasn't in it anymore.  I can't take all of these mixed feelings that I' ( Read more... )

I really don't feel good, but I can't risk not going to school, so I should probably be going to bed as for the fact that I have to get up in five hours, and that is going to suck completely.  I'll end up coming home from school tomorrow, which I need a ride by the way...great, and fall asleep.  Oh Well...  I officially hate my life, I feel as if ( Read more... )