why do i try to fix things that shouldnt be fixed? its sad that i know i deserve better yet i keep persisting to get what i want.... i guess thats jsut it... its something i cant have, so i want it.

nerves hitting, little hesitant....

today was amazing... it was my day off, so i started out by looking at our apartment with grace. then i dropped her back off and went to get my school registration and major change done... so im all registered for school next semester!!!...theen i went to the car dealer adn sat tehre for about 45 minutes while they detailed and cleaned and got me ( Read more... )

very angry and kinda hurt...but not enough to let it bother me.... just forseeing future problems....not for me but for others SO HA ON THEM, bastards.....

it sucks to be....well.... it sucks to hide things.

long week. bad week. i woke up to doing something wrong after going to bed after doing something wrong.. did that make sense? i hope not...

well lets see....all is good here. went out with two of my most wonderful girls friday nite. me ,stephy, grace, their boyfriends, and mark and his friend went to the hookah place that a guy at work informed me of and it is soooo much better than the other place.i got so sick though cuz i kept challenging stephys damn boyfriend, haha and it screwed ( Read more... )

i'm so damn bored.... it's sad when i have days off i hate being off..but when i work i want days off lol... i just hate doing nothing on my days off... i wanna go to parks and rivers and take pictures, mally wanting to do nature stuff how damn scary is that....but o well... i am going to a movie tonite with a friend so that should be decent ( Read more... )

being intimidated by certain people is making things....complicated.

.....hehehehe....sorry....hehehe....damn i did it again, sorry im in a good mood....:)