things happen for a reason right? i feel good but bad all at once.... im.....happy? i dunno anymore.....

im 20 today...wooo....im so tired....good birthday for the most part though.....yay...nite!

Hmmm....things have been good/confusing. but really good overall..... supposed to get my birthday present from chris today, and my new ram from him like tuesday hopefully... yay for faster computer. my new camera is amaaazing i love it so much, i just wish i had more time this week to play with it...besides working this weekend i did nothing. came ( Read more... )

people are confusing and dangerous..... on another seperate note...i get my feelings hurt to easily.... and too quickly.... i bought me a new camera as a early b-day present, opened the shows today...broke the day or payday, enjoying everything at work, though confused. but ya....ive been to hectic to write lately sorry.... more later.

havent updated in forever.... tire though...must remember to tmw....

i had the most amazing nite but i cant tell yet:).....

work is going so great.... i love it and its this kind of job i could stay with.....

its over....

i hate people lying to me.... i really do..... dont try to "save" my feelings...cuz it only hurts worse when u play freaking dumb and do it over and over in front of my face what you're lying about..... thats the most insensitive thing u could do.....thanks for making me feel like an aquaintence from now on.

god i feel alientated form the world lol.... work is going fantastic. loving every minute of it...... too tired to type more though....g'nite.