Love you is some thing I could never explain. You opened my eyes to a world filled with opportunity and desire; a longing to know myself and become one with you. The moments we spend apart are the hardest times of my life, thoughts run constantly through my head ( Read more... )

It's been quite some time since I've written, but I promised I would write down my feelings instead of crying. I put Gary on a plane today, off to South Dakota for Air Force Officer Training camp. I can't say I didn't cry when he walked away. It's hard to believe we've been together for almost a year, and our 11th month anniversary is tomorrow ( Read more... )

Once again, my friends, a car, to put it bluntly, a Mustang, wrapped around a tree in Madison County. Is anyone finding a resemblance to another accident that happened say, oh, maybe three months ago? Yeah, me too. At least they are both alive. Lots of broken bones and such, but they are alive. That's all I can ask for. Keep them in your ( Read more... )

I've called a million times, and it's 11:15 PM...where is he. I'm worried, I can't go to sleep... I'm about to cry...why does this have to happen now...

After everything I have been through in the past few months, I offically quit. Nothing I do does anything for anyone anymore (lots of anys, huh?) I piss people off, I'm stressed out, I want to cry again, and I'm sick...wonderful... What the hell is going on with me... fucking emotional bullshit P.M.S... I swear to heavenly Christ... maybe one day ( Read more... )

2 more fucking, bloody days until complete and udder freedom to get smashed off my ass and sit on the beach for a few days...then home to see the parents and get some home cooked food, all without my mom knowing I'm coming home yet... Aw I love surprises...

Just found out another friend from high school just got killed. WTF. RIP Gene, you'll be missed too buddy.

Damn it, thats 4 this year that I knew. 4 or 5 more I didn't. What is the world coming to?

Bless, preserve, and keep us... Pastor Short.. good times...

Over a month since I've updated, and what can I say but, "Wow ( Read more... )

So here I am after a long hiatus of not updating. How excited are you? I'm sure... anyway... There's really not all that much to update about, but I'll work to make this as interesting as possible for all of you. Summer School is in full swing now, and I'm more lonely than ever. I try not to let it affect me, but I know it is. Chemistry is ( Read more... )

I miss my boyfriend, and we don't get to talk that much because of shitty cell reception. FUCKING PHONES. You figure they would have made a way so that the damn things don't go out of service and such, but anywho. School's getting rougher, I don't even feel like going anymore, but I'm definately not alone in the that one. Went to dinner and ( Read more... )