today..... and tomorrow.... and forever

[tnwildcat]

ok so talked to chris today on the phone---- for like 2 seconds...... he doesnt really wanna talk to me i get the feeling (who could blame him)..... i miss seeing him though, but i dont want him to feel the pain he does everytime he sees me.....so i am trying to give him the time to come to me when he is ready....... its not my place to feel sad

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[cjolly]

I miss you so much Jacob... My heart hurts so much everyday I am not with you... Yes I feel the pain but I do go on... I want you to realize what you have lost and what you have done to me... I hope in time I can forgive you and I hope in time we can become closer. I feel right now we are as close as we can get. We talk a little on the phone and e-mail each other. I don't think I could shut you out of my life... I have tried and I just hurt so much more thinking I will never get to talk to you again... I'm a very impatient person and you know that so please help me take this day by day and the best thing I could ask from you is not to give up on me. I know you don't want to be the one doing all the phone calls or e-mails but right now I feel so much that I'm bothering you if you don't contact me I'm afriad to contact you. So please call me and please talk to me... I hate the feeling of being ignored. We have been through a lot together and I think this is just another hurdle we have to get over... I'm willing to jump if you are... I

[garyjr]

i feel like i walked in on the middle of something? is everyone okay?

making friends

[spudspud]

have a few ex boyfriends who have become friends but its all down to time ,,,,,,,, good luck

[royalscottish]

Hey, it's Chris, dukeofargyll -- add me back!