Chris has been being mean to me :(

feeling sort of depressed today- not over anything inparticular or relevant that i can see- just sad i guess........i think its just one of those things where you miss someone and your alone....chris is at work so that might be it

does anyone besides me hate people who say shit like " oh i was so popular in highschool, everyone was scared or in love with me" i read that today on someones journal. I dont know about everyone else but the people who were popular in my highschool didnt feel the need to announce it to the world, and i have never met one cool person who said " ( Read more... )

went to the nissan factory with chris to tour cuz he likes that kinda stuff, checked out a sale at old navy-nothin there, and watched cold mountain again-movie rocks ( Read more... )

Ok here's my dilima~ I have always had people do things for me when it came to most things in my life until i got out of highschool. I didnt make appointments, i didnt sched. practices, i was always told what to do and where to do it, and for the most part i leave that to chris now, Lately though, i have found, that I am finding it hard to ( Read more... )

I took a deep breath allowing it to catch in my breath, it was just a feeling, but i felt like the world was slowing down, not just for a second, but for good, like everything i had meant to do in my life had been done, it was the most perfect, yet strangest moment i had felt in all my life, the night was nothing special, movie with chris and to ( Read more... )

I really like kelly clarkson's new song breakaway, the song is good, but the lyrics are damn good ( Read more... )

life is like legos i think...that is all..you are dismissed

going to bed just wanted to say sorry there have been no post lately.......not much to say...work, sleep work sleep, feeling a little up and down on moods....happy one second sad one second, mad one second, i dont know what the fuck is wrong with my emotional plumbing or shit........

i am begining to think that i can not have a normal friend and be in a relationship...